Life, because it happens!

Just a little life update since my last post. Life has been trying at times, but has been a fun journey the last few months. I have enjoyed getting to know myself again. Some major life changes have happen. In February I got into a car accident that totaled my car, I was devastated, my car was only two months old. I was able to get another car and recovered really well. I started a new job, at comprehensive behavioral health as a case manager, one step closer to my dream of becoming a counselor! So far I really enjoy it. I’m looking forward to the long term knowledge I will receive and helping patients. I feel very official, I get to make my own schedule, schedule patients and have a work phone. It’s the little things right? Speaking of little things, I have been seeing someone for a few months now, and he’s amazing! I enjoy our time together, we have taken several little trips, which I get to explore new areas. Remember when I used to not be able to travel? That’s a thing of the past. Speaking of things of the past, I’m almost 3 weeks off medications, I stopped taking Xanax, WHAT? I stopped talking xanax! Who would have thought. I’m a lot happier, I really didn’t think this would of ever been possible, I thought I was stuck on it for life. The pups are doing great, and that guy I mentioned in seeing treats them so well, it honestly melts my heart to see how much they love him. Axl broke his paw, but acted like it was nothing, he’s still the same happy pup. Roo is getting so big and listens pretty well now. My little eva is still my happy little girl, loves to snuggle! Overall my life has improved a lot, I’m happy, truly happy, I have my days, but for the most part, I am happy! Now for the big reveal, that life changing event that happened in October, well I’m completely over it, I didn’t think it was possible to wake up one day and not care what he’s doing or seeing. I truly realized how terrible things has gotten and how much effort I put in and for nothing in return. How I was worth it, my happiness is worth it.

Ladies, I will say this, if things don’t feel right WALK AWAY. Walking away has been the best thing I could have ever done. I don’t regret my time with him, because was a lesson not a mistake. A lesson to teach me what I deserve, how I can be a better person, what I need to give in a relationship, but also what I deserve. Let me tell you, several times over the years, I wasn’t happy and wanted to talk away, but was scared, scared of dating of paying bills or being on my own. My fear held me back, and made me miserable, the girl I was a year ago is totally different than I am now. I am experiencing things I have never experienced. I wouldn’t change anything that has lead me to this point, but ladies know your worth, because when you give and give you lose yourself. Don’t Do that. Know your worth because your worth it!

I’m gonna end this here, overall I’m doing wonderful and hopefully will update y’all more often. But no need to worry about me, because I couldn’t be happier if I tried. The laughs are genuine, the conversations are deep and real. And I will tell you this guy makes me feel like a little girl again, who has a crush, because each day he find a way to make me laugh and better myself. I can’t give him all the credit for my happiness, but he deserves some of it!

Xoxo Brit! 😘